Ghost Of The Past

My past has come back to haunt me. Specificly, my X, he has come back to bug me. I don't understand why he doesn't understand i don't want to ever see him or talk to him. Must i cut off my line only he gets the msg?
Work's frustratingly boring and mundane. I need to break free and excite myself again.
I miss my sugar rushes.... I just feel so grey, so in pieces, so disappointed, so sick, so hopeless.

Hopefully i cheer up by tomorrow morning. I'm going to walk/cycle my gloom away.