Morning After

I survived !!! Ok so i may be a bit over dramatic if i said i thought i would have died or evaporated into thin air during yesterday's meeting. Let me recount the whole ordeal first.

First i thought 6 hours to prepare would be more than enough right? Summore Boss K was so nice to sit down n write key points to note and all the night before. So the first 3 hours of the day was ok till i got a bunch of reports to run and fit it into the ppt. Plus i only practiced like 69 times, i am so not prepared. Maybe another 10 times and I'll finally remember my cues and facts and boring data that nobody but only the client wants to know. Lack of time + still running a long report + stress + nervous + unprepared = Hoover Dam broke :( What more embarrassing then i couldn't retain it in. I was trapped in the same car as Boss K and Big Rascal. *sigh* My acting skills was so bad that they know but hey, that was my least of my concern. I was thinking "Shit Shit Shit !! I sure got no time to practice d". Well anyway as much as i was annoyed with Boss K for dumping the last min reports to fit into the ppt, we were really pressed for time and she's just trying to make the ppt as complete as possible so client won't have any reason to screw us. She offered to present but i said i will try. After thinking and thinking and sitting in a room filled with big bosses from client and agencies, i chicken out *hehe*. Some parts Boss K were not very familiar cos I did those runs and it's those boring stuff i mentioned earlier (stuff that no one but the client only wants to know). So i told her i will do that part, but the rest is her :) Ok deal what.... i am still presenting but just a small part of it. I know i have to face my fears..... hopefully i will be better, stronger, tougher and more confidence the next time.

The weekend is almost here am I'm going back home(town). Things i am planning to do : sleep sleep sleep, go exercise (evening walk with dad) and maybe go down to Muar for lunch? We'll see how many things i can achieve in the end.

Have a great weekend... XoXo